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Forum » Literatur, Kunst & Philosophie » Thread(HINGED) LIDS
25.09.2020 09:24
HiddenNickname
0 ...desperately wishing to have had her say on so many things that had happened, the fact of just having been given the silent treatment for months had really messed with head, as well as with her heart, ‘cause it had been going on for so long that she‘d actually assumed the relationship was over, only that there‘d never been proper closure... As her days went on being composed of the same tasks + actions over + over again, she realized that even her thoughts had been there already, some time before, for the most part they were redundant, which really was kinda hard to accept for her, given that this basically meant that she‘d been caught up in spirals for the longest time of her life Even though it did take some time + effort to get there, well, somehow she managed to leverage that fact to her advantage: it helped her to finally really become completely + utterly unengaged + inert, calm + serene as far as treating her past relationships like relics of bygone times (which is where the story could have ended, had it not been for “them“, all those ghosts, which had been haunting her for so long...) After recognizing that she‘d truly moved on, a lot of her former love interests strangely ‘d resurface again, initiating intense conversations by things like ‘inadvertently‘ texting or calling her up one day, stating that they‘d missed her so much, often popping (- using in fact -) what did seem like resounding declarations of love + claims of them being truly unable to live without her, + sometimes they‘d even (pretend to) go as far as eventually having the true + profound willingness to, irreversibly + openly admit their own faults + flaws in order to make her see how much they‘d changed (just get her to fall for it, while resenting her, because they needed her so badly)…
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