...FED UP too ...
... she just wasn't satisfied,
nothing seemed to be really
exciting anymore with
her wasting her energy
to still be holding up her
end of the deal, you know, keep
it together, aspiring
to have that, like, forever,
working very hard on it
doing really everything
just to try + make it work,
though it probably should have
ended way earlier, +
when she finally realized
that maybe they were just not
meant to be together, +
this was only making her,
like, more + more unhappy,
+ that it was just time to
finally let go of it,
she just wanted to get back
on her feet + to where she
used to feel happy on her
very own again, knowing
that she would make it some day...
(CMH)