forgiveness
all that i ever wanted
to understand my nightmares
possesses by my fears
betrayed by my pride
alone i wandered in the deepest dark
seeking comfort from the vanity
each time i escaped the real
my soul died, died a bit more
confronting the evil within
praying for my angel to appear
agonized whisper into the emptiness
begging for salvation- salvation for this cursed mind
words without meaning
touch without feeling
i do not recognize my own face...
eyes that were once shining
-now extinguished
left only a silent cold
sound of a tear falling down
in the desperate hour of loneliness
this shattered heart reaching
for it´s relief- the relief i can not find
glance without affection
kiss without sensivity
promise without comprehension
love without hope
i do not remember my own tale...
betrayed by my anger
betrayed by my beliefs
betrayed by my delusions
betrayed by my lust
i wish
strenght- to be released from my demons
i desire
wisdom- to forgive my past
i wish
...to forgive me
to understand my nightmares
possesses by my fears
betrayed by my pride
alone i wandered in the deepest dark
seeking comfort from the vanity
each time i escaped the real
my soul died, died a bit more
confronting the evil within
praying for my angel to appear
agonized whisper into the emptiness
begging for salvation- salvation for this cursed mind
words without meaning
touch without feeling
i do not recognize my own face...
eyes that were once shining
-now extinguished
left only a silent cold
sound of a tear falling down
in the desperate hour of loneliness
this shattered heart reaching
for it´s relief- the relief i can not find
glance without affection
kiss without sensivity
promise without comprehension
love without hope
i do not remember my own tale...
betrayed by my anger
betrayed by my beliefs
betrayed by my delusions
betrayed by my lust
i wish
strenght- to be released from my demons
i desire
wisdom- to forgive my past
i wish
...to forgive me